kamerad kliwon part II (Dejavu)

     Last week, i saw him in the field. played football with his friends. he still look like before. like the first time i met him. i saw him for 5 minutes. i think i got Dejavu  i thought i ever saw him. but where? when? who is he? i didn't really know.

     My brain was full of memory that i couldn't remember who is he. my memory like a puzzle. i couldn't arrange it.

     He saw me. when i saw him. i still couldn't remember who is he. i thought i was crazy. i got a mystery sensation. the more i tried to remind, the less i got the memory. what happened? cause everything i saw is you. fell like i was just a victim. of a girl with the blur memories. suddenly, he walked with a swagger to me and said "hey, are you ok?" i just.... speechless. i thought i know his voice. it's familiar. seems like everywhere i ever heard his voice. "I'm fine" i said. it's a lied. i wasn't fine anymore. i show him a fake smile. cause everything is never what it's seems. would you help me understand about this feeling? i knew no one could not understand. it's an absurd feeling.

he walked around and gone. i didn't know where his gone. i ran to found him. but i couldn't find him. i tried to ran again but i'm tired. what am i going to do? to got the answer about this Dejavu?

but the fact, i never know him. cause i'm lost. in my blur memories

duuuh... bahasa inggrisnya masih acak-acakan ya hehe harap dimaklum. sebenernya ini buat tugas bahasa inggris sih. tapi gapapa dong diposting?hehe

memori itu

ada yg menari-nari di kepalaku. memori, fikirku.seperti menerawang masa lalu. memasuki lorong yg panjaaaaaaaaang sekali. tanpa kutahu dimana aku akan berhenti. melayang. terhempas. terjatuh diatas tumpukan ingatan masa lalu. tak terbendung.teringat namun terlupa. terbuang namun tersisa. ah, kepingan kenangan lalu. kenapa masih muncul dalam benak? teringat, tapi tak sepenuhnya ingat. terlupa, tapi masih terbayang. samar. tak tampak jelas. kabur. maya. tak nyata. blur. tak kuingat sepenuhnya. hanya seberapa. ada sensasi misterius ketika mengingatnya. aneh. tak karuan. menyeruak. ya, memori itu........